Referal Accepted

This has been one of the most crazy weeks of my life. Today we sent in the paperwork and money to officially accept our daughter's referal. There have been some bumps along the way. We received her medical info and had some big concerns, but fortunately they turned out to be nothing serious. Another shocker was to find out that she is almost a year old (we think). We've been told the birthdate could be incorrect. Apparently the first pic was very old. We received a new pic on Wed. that was taken that day and she is a lot bigger! At first I was a little disappointed since I'd gotten all excited about a little baby and I was so so happy that we'd be getting her out of the orphanage at a young age. I have adjusted to it now and I'm so excited. I cannot wait to go get her!

I look at her pictures all the time. I take them with me everywhere. (I need to get one laminated so I can put it in my pocket when I'm outside with the kids.) I talk to her. Study her from every angle, trying to see some new feature. (She has Greg and Aiden's baby toes!) I wish I could see her smile. When there was some concern that she could have serious health issues (which means we could not get her since Rwanda only adopts out "healthy" children) I looked at her picture and told Greg, "This is my baby. This is the baby I want. I don't want any other." Praise God we now know that she is ok.

I have been setting up travel shots for us. Doing the necessary paperwork. Making calls to find out how the re-adoption process works when we return home. Talking to Drs. about her medical records. Trying to decide on paint colors to decorate her room. Buying her clothes that I now need to return since she is older than I thought. There is so much to do! I especially feel the pressure because we don't know how soon we might leave. On Monday our power of attorney will have the "act of adoption" done and try to set up a court date. So hopefully next week we will have a tenative plan in place. We have learned that while most courts are closed in Rwanda this month, not all are. We are hoping for a December court date.

Things are moving very quickly and I can't praise God enough for it. I still can't get over the fact that a week ago all our intel said we were a good 4 1/2 months away from this day. The lesson I've learned is that no mater how much we think we know, now matter how impossible things seem, nothing is impossible with God! You never know what He is doing behind the scenes!

A scripture that was very important and meaningful to me just after we made the decision to adopt is Psalms 139:13-16. On Wed. I was in a kids consinement shop and I came across a beautiful ceramic wall hanging with... you guessed it Psalm 139:13-16 on it! It was like it was placed there just for me.
"For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be"

Carrington, I am so thankful that God ordained that you be my daughter. I praise Him because His works are wonderful. You are wonderful. And we will never forget the woman whose womb God used to make you the beautiful child of God that you are.